I still feel like I need to make excuses
With BlogHer ramping up en force and it only being a couple of weeks away I feel like I should apologize for the white noise I've been posting.
I am fucked up, y'all. I can't bring myself to write. If I'm not parenting (i.e., during naps) I'm on the couch either sleeping or watching TV. Seriously. It's all I can do.
Family, I'm going to officially ask you to stop reading this blog. It's nothing personal, I just want to reclaim this space - a space I never really stamped as my own from the beginning, but I'm doing it now - in order to work through the next few months. I'll continue posting on the private Tumblr account with Hawk updates, but this blog has morphed into a Jessica-log more than a Hawk-log anyway.
I'll put warning headers up for the next several weeks, possibly months, because I don't think anyone reads everything I post on here and this little notice might get passed up. If you choose to read anyway, don't mention it to me. I love you guys.
Friends, you'll be reading things you probably think I should have called you to tell you about, but I can't muster the energy to make more phone calls. Just be patient with me. I love you, too.
Readers, maybe you'll still be there by the time I post meaty things again... I surely hope you are. You all rock.
So, till things start clicking again, I guess I'll see some of you in NYC. And please, no one worry. I'm doing fine and so are Rooster and Hawk. Things are just changing, that's all, as things tend to do.
PS: Who's going to NYC? I don't want to miss a single lovely lady while I'm there.